Wednesday, August 31, 2011

My Hello Goodbye

Gue baru aja kelar baca Hello Goodbye nya Fitrop, dan menurut gue critanya oke juga, krn gaya si fitrop bener2 kyk lg nulis diary gt, jadi bacanya jg enjoy. Gw udah kyk orang kepo gitu yg terus penasaran sm kelanjutan critanya. Sayang akhirnya gak happy. Yg jelas gw ga nyangka si fitrop bisa punya kisah kyk gitu, mungkin kisahnya biasa sih, tp gue suka aja cara pandang si fitrop terhadap hubungannya waktu itu. Yes you have to move on and chase your dream.
Trus tiba2 gw mengingat-ingat past relationship gw sendiri. Have I ever felt that kind of el-oh-vi-ee that she describes on the book? I guess I have. Once. a love that makes you wanna do anything to him, you have butterflies inside your stomach, you can easily cry because of him, and of course you can't be separated with him. Oh wait, I'm afraid it was also lust. Ha! :P But I did feel it though it was ended too just like fitrop.
I don't usually remember or count my relationship too. Jujur aja gw bukan tipe pengingat sesuatu, yg curcol sm gw aja bisa gampang gw lupain topiknya. Tapi kayaknya seru jg nih bongkar2 crita lalu. Haha.. Pertama pacaran ato monyet2an sm cowok itu kelas 6SD. OkE, sebenErnya gw lupa jg sampe pacaran kah kita ketika itu, yg jelas sih gw dijodoh2in sm dia. Trs yg gw inget gw putus trs gw sok chEesy suka ngirimin lirik lagu M2M ke dia. Wkwkwk.. Setelah putus gw jd kyk musuhan sm dia, dan diem2an sampe smp. N then gw udah jarang bgt deh kEtEmu dia. Next, pacar pErtama di SMP adl bintang basket, bad boy plus playboy cap kadal gitu deh. Jadian krn maen tembak2an dan cuma seminggu kalo ga salah. Yg plg gw inget sih gw kalo pacaran nyumpetnya di aula, duduk di box buat lompat jauh sambil pegangan tangan. Wkwkwk.. Yg gw inget selanjutnya cowo gw jaman kelas 2, cowo yg tiap hari ketemu di sekolah trs tiap hari telpon2an sampe tidur. Ibarat tiap hari ngobrol dan cuma diselingin makan, mandi sama tidur. I know he was really care about me but then I made him a lil bit disappointed :( kalo ga salah sempet putus nyambung juga). Haha :D abis itu banyak monyet2 semasa smp, ada yg cuma itungan hari, minggu, bulan, haha.. Yg cukup diingat slanjutnya adl pacar yg awalnya temen dkt gw. Well, I rEally enjoyEd our short relationship though, I felt very comfortable with him actually, tapi gara2 msk sma yg beda, lama2 gw jd bosen dan putus lah kita. But I have my own song with him, My Boo! Hahaha.. The lyrics speak it all :))
Oke, di sma gw sedikit jd ga gaul sm cowo (berhubung sma gw cewe smua yee) so cowo pun bisa dibilang ga punya. Paling sedikit fling sm 1 atau 2 orang aja. Untung gw masih doyan cowok! Haha.. Next di jaman awal kuliah, gw ada naksir sm kakak angkatan gw which was my asdos, dan dia pun sebenernya 'kayak' ngasih sinyal, tp setelah banyak pertimbangan akhirnya ga jadi deh.. Dan gw lupa gara2 apa, yg gw inget kita sempet jalan ber2 gitu deh.. Dmn y dia skrg?? Gw jg sempEt punya cowo yg super duper over-reacted dan protektif, suka ngElarang dan ga beralasan, tp di sisi lain dia tu pilar2 Ekonomi gw jg (my bad), so it's kinda hard to let him go. Tapi lama2 gw ngerasa gila jg, luar biasa terkekang dan yg jelas jd sering bohong demi menghindari pertengkaran. and it's just so wrong, so broke up was the only way. and I felt completely happy after that. Ceilee!! x)
Let's see, now this is it, the one who I think I was madly in love with. Waktu itu kita ldr-an, tapi hampir tiap minggu dia dateng sih. anyway, all I could think is him, like I could skip my class only to meet him, brokE my mom's heart just to be with him. and so did hE, I know exactly how much his sacrifices for me and also I was introduced to his family already. So yeah, for us at that time love was always in the air. WE were trully madly deeply in love. Untilllll.... Mungkin ini bukan yg dipikirin anak umur 19 taun sih, sebagai anak yg baru kuliah pasti saat itu moto hidup gw adl go with the flow dan yg jelas target utama gw adl lulus kuliah as soon as possiblE. Blom kepikiran mau jd apa abis itu. Tapi entah kEnapa waktu itu gw jd mikir about us in thE next 5 years maybe. How I will work dan jadi wanita karir, sementara dia bakalan bErkutat dgn hal yg sama (hobbynya) dan gitu2 aja. Suddenly I felt this isn't what I wanted, I felt moving forward, while hE stuckEd, I was afraid he couldn't chasE me. Just like fitrop too, I knew exactly his drEam, but it's gonna be so hard when you had no targEt or goals or timE limit to get thEre. So the love was gone, evaporated.. It just wasn't suitablE anymorE, at least for mE. and it was supEr hard to be separated. But I think I took the right dEcision. Now I SEe him still in thE same place as I was lEaving him. Wish the best for him though..
ahakk.. So whEn they ask me what kind of man I'd like to have, again I'll say the godly man who's financially and mentally stable :) Gila ya crita cowo mah emang ga pernah ada abisnya. Haha.. Okey now, I'm not lookin for a bf, but a futurE hubby! Lol..
Hello hello courtship!! :))


Xoxo, S
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Wednesday, August 24, 2011

23rd Birthday




My 23rd birthday was quite different. I think this is the first time I was away from home on my bday. But i'm also relieved cos that means my friends in Jogja couldn't make fun of me! haha.. Because i was one of the creator for some crazy ideas for my friend's bday. And they demanded a payback!! So yeah, sorry guys, i passed your treatment this year :p Also mom always gives me small bday cake.. Kinda miss her :')

It was 12 o'clock and i was praying to God. It's been a great year for me and I couldn't thank Him more :) I feel really blessed. And then after that, Nonix as my roommate gave me a lil cake! Thanks, honey! I did know about it earlier, her movement was so suspicious. haha.. So the rest of the night was camwhoring to get the best picture. Because i looked really plain and ugly. lol.

The big-day was quite fun. It was working day and we had our first class at hotel, Ciputra. And our mentor's so young so she knew how to treat a bday girl. She told the class to sing the birthday song and make a wish for me, everyone, a different wish for me :) like a real wish, but there were also some absurd wishes, haha.. Well, i took the positive one.. Thank you BDP 14 :) And we ate like crazy at lunch, the menus were soooooo tempting! We got too many appetizers, too many desserts. I was madly full with cake! haha..
Luckily, i have many friends which have the same month of birthday. And today was the celebration! :) Got cake and present from the class. It's great to have them while i'm alone here. Last but not least, happy birthday to me! Also to my classmates : Choky, Rizga, Ricky and Gio. Wish all the best for all of us, graduate together and success! Amen.

xoxo ;)

A Nightmare With Cherrybelle(ken) :p

Di suatu malem yg hening, niat lg nungguin EPL maen, terdistract lah saya oleh sebuah FTV di SC*V, yg ternyata dimainkan oleh sebuah girlband baru beranggotakan 9 orang, namanya Cherrybelle(kan), yg artinya.. (lebih baik tak usah disebut daripada muntah). LOL. Okey, jd intinya saya mengikuti tuh ftv trs shock pas dengerin single laen mereka yg nada n iramanya sama persis sm Kissing You -nya SNSD, yah ada beberapa yg beda denk (biar ga disebut2 jiplak). Tambah lah saya illfeel sm ni grup. Singkat cerita, mulai lah acara hujat menghujat di twitter di antara manusia2 yg geli ngeliat si cherrybeleken plus anggota SONE (semacem anggota fan base SNSD gitu) sama admin CB (@cherrybelleindo).
Bener2 kemaren malem heboh banget gara2 perang sm admin si cherrybeleken itu. Oya sebelom itu, awalnya saya tau tentang CB itu dari temen saya yg nggak sengaja nonton mereka di tv, dan kita semua menyimpulkan kalo mereka itu sok SNSD! 9 orang yg ga jelas, maksa dan ga berkualitas. Kenapa? Krn pertama suara mereka jelas pas2an, dance sangat gak powerful, gerakan sok imut, fashion style aneh, dan yg paling ngeselin ya punya musik yg sama! Mending belajar dulu lagi deh...
Saya akan meng-copas tweet2 conversation kami yg super lucu. Oya biar ada bukti, ID twitter saya adl @missyoe :D.
Diawali dgn tweet dr tmn saya yg ngakak: "@evandimanamana: Dipikir wes koyo wong korea po pie mbak?!Rupamu koyo pot pohon palem ngarep sate podomoro! #sarkas" -kmdn saya retweet ke admin si CB.
Setelah itu gantian saya yg ngetweet: "Mbak2 wes rupo pas2an, musik jiplakan, dance bosokan, baju maksa.. Polusi visual dan suara di malem hari.." -dan temen saya yg gantian forward ke admin. Okay salah gue juga gara2 ngomong jiplakan, harusnya ikut2 aka COPYCaT!! Haha! Dan tweet2 penuh hujatan ini pun didukung sepenuhnya oleh salah satu SONE Indonesia yg mulai ikutan panas, yofve, serta retweetan dari beberapa orang lainnya. Saya sendiri sebenernya ga kenal sm dia :) Finally, tweet jawaban yg ditunggu2 itu pun datang..
admin : cuma nanya bole? Peraturan jiplak lagu itu int'l rules 8 bar, menurut kalian? =) -> lo pikir gue bego? Mana gue tau aturan bar2 itu, cih kebanyakan alibi aja mereka.
Gue : Udah pernah denger lagu Kissing You SNSD blom?? Menurut kalian? Ohhh, cuma terinspirasi yaa..
Gue : Saran nih ya, drpd ikut2an, mending cover lagu snsd aja skalian, kyk glee, lebih bermartabat..
admin : jgn marah dulu atuh, tau arti kata jiplak ga? Liat di kamus bhs indonesia online yuk =)
Evan : Tp ya alangkah lbh bagus ga ush ada sama 1bar pun lho ya..Atau cm TERINSPIRASI? Menurut kalian?
admin : memang dari awal sudah mengakui kalo terinspirasi kok, tapi tidak menjiplak =) -> teteup donk yaa.. Pinter berkata2 dese..
Si yofve pun tambah panas dan tetep keukeuh sm pendapatnya.
admin : gini deh, ada notasi lagu kissing you? Kita samain gmn? Kalo bener2 sama, chibi mundur, kalo beda gmn?
Si yofve tetep ngejawabin dgn semangat 45, trs si admin minta bukti chord dan si yofve sampe mau cariin chordnya lohhh.. Trus dia ngasih link ini : http://koreanchingu.wordpress.com/2011/07/04/cherry-bell-nyanyikan-lagu-kissing-you-milik-snsd-dalam-bahasa-indonesia/
Haha, this was so fun!! Sampee akhirnya bala bantuan pun datang!
@iwakasu: Jiplak/cover g urusan yg pnting vokal & dance dilatih lagi yes @Cherrybelleindo? -> Trs gw tambahin : kalo perlu training dulu 5 taon.
@iwakasu : yup..g hrs 5 thn sih, kl emang mo niru GB korea gpp asal totalitas..sbgn besar mrk training bertahun2 loh..
admin : itulah kehebatan disana bs training bertahun2, kita belajar dari situ, hanya tdk segampang membalikkan telapak tgn kan? =)
@iwakasu : haiyah..Jgn cm kagum dong.. beneran udah niru??kok cm kaya gitu??Emang dgn modal sgitu cukup??
Gue : Setuju, klo gitu seharusnya jgn buru2 diorbitin demi ikut2 trend aja..Mending dibentuk basicnya dulu kan? @Cherrybelleindo
admin : modal kita emg nekad, tapi kita percaya Tuhan kasi jalan utk Chibi, dan hasilnya kalo kata syahrini alhamdulilah yah
@iwakasu : hah kok modal nekad??dan sterusnya akan nekad terus??Ah jgn bawa Tuhan dan syahrini, saya gak kenal mereka.. :) -> jawaban cerdas bung.. ;)
Gue : *speechless*. Even jwban adminnya aja ga berbobot.. Udah ngaku klo modal nekat, ga total, tp ga terima dikritik dan sedikit hujatan.. #Cherrybeleken
Case closed for that night. Tapi ternyata banyak juga pemerhati perang kita loh! Banyak juga yg bantu RT tweet kita. Haha.. Sampe sempet dapet tweet ini : "daddy @Cherrybelleindo + @vctrkho vs Haters @@yofve96383 + @evandimanamana + @missyoe.. lebih seru dari pada #chibiftv.. *brb gelar tiker*". Duh saya sampe ngerasa parno kalo tar tiba2 jd eksis n booming di dunia twitter ini.. Lololol.
Yg paling ngeselin tu ada oknum penyusup yg kalo dari profilnya sih tulisannya fan base si CB, cuma followernya cuma 60 ekor! Ha bloody ha!! Dan dia yg ngotot belain si CB. Bahkan peperangan kita berlanjut sampe tadi pagi dgn omongannya yg ga cerdas dan ga berbobot. Udah males nanggepin, akhirnya saya block dan report as spam. Hohoho.. Tapi tweet2 bodoh mereka terlalu sayang utk dilewatkan..
@ChiBi_Licious : biarkan mereka daddy . mereka hanya sirik krn TIDAK MAMPU menghasilkan krya sprt CHIBI
Gue : *heeehhhh?!* Kita emang ga bikin karya, kita cm penikmat musik. Tp kyk gt masih berani disebut karya?
Pagi harinya.. Si twitter bunyi2..
@ChiBi_Licious : lah terus kalian ngapain sibuk bener ngurusin @Cherrybelleindo ? scr tidak langsung kalian merhatiin juga
@ChiBi_Licious : hahaha cuma bisa ngakak . kasian sama kalian hatinya penuh kebencian kedengkian dan syirik . hidup CHIBI .
Evan : Haa? Males bgtt.. --' ga ada yg perlu dijatuhin.. Orng udh di bawah gt.. Swt..
Pagi2 sebenernya dateng bala bantuan laen dgn tweet yg lucu2 juga. Njonjo ngomong : kasian kali si CB, kyk sekumpulan TKW gagal berangkat. Lol. Chries : udah ngapain kalian ngomong sama artis kls teri.
Si gadungan itu trs ngomong kalo kita mau numpang tenar, yg kemudian dibales si evan : "Hiii.. Numpang tenar? Yg ditumpangin aj ga tenar kok mw numpang tenar.. Amit2.. Ngmng ga dipikir.. Ababil" gyahaha!! Kocak banget!
Pada akhirnya gue jwb : Semoga berkembang dgn baik ya.. Plg ga pny jati diri sendiri deh.. Don't try too hard to be snsd.. Cheers ;)
Dan si gadungan tetep tweet2 ga penting sampe kita pun bener2 males. So setelah gue block hidup gue pun tenang kembali..
Intinya menurut opini saya, smua girlband or boyband yg sok korea itu pd dasarnya emang terinspirasi dari sana. Tapi ya paling ngga coba samain kualitas mereka lah, jgn cuma asal kluar sekampung tapi kemampuannya NOL. Vokal pas2an, dance ga enak diliat.. Udah jelas dari awal mereka cuma modal nekat, pengen cepet2 ngejar trend demi untung segede2nya.. Yah, itu sih licik manajemennya sih ya.. Tapi bingungnya, artisnya kok mau gitu loh, orbit instan ga jelas nasibnya kemana dgn kualitas 'karya' yg nggak banget juga. Moga2 era boyband - girlband mengerikan ini segera berakhir.. Kalo emang ada yg mau nongol lagi, mending yg total deh. Cheers! Xoxo ;)


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Tuesday, August 9, 2011

Alien Invasion

It's a lil bit scary when you get home and find out that your stuff isn't exactly at the first place you put it. And that's what happened to me yesterday! I was got into my room, and thought it was lil weird to see my paper under the tv cabinet scattered at the floor. And some stuff also lying on the floor. I'm pretty sure I was leaving it tidy. Then we took a look at the bathroom, and yeah, the water drainage at the floor was opened. At first, I thought it was someone, trying to clean out our bathroom. But we didn't have that kind of agreement before, so it's nonsense.
Then, after dinner, I wanted to drink Yakult. I got 3 more and I put them above my drawer. I was shocked to see that all of the Yakult seals were opened, there were holes! It became more and more suspicious! First analysis, if it was human, and the Yakult was accidentally fell, then there should be Yakult spill on the floor. But it was clean! So yeah, it must be an animal, and I think it was RAT!! Yucksss!! I couldn't believe it, how come a rat came from my water drainage, walked around my room, and even bit my Yakult seals! Rawrrrr!!
And the most is if it still here, inside the room. Well, I don't know what the real creature was.. Let's hope that he's back to the drainage already.. *fingers crossed*

X S X
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