Monday, October 8, 2012

Love Ends Here… NOT.

Hey, I just met you and this is crazy, but here’s my number, so call me maybe!

This song keeps playing and playing everyday around me, do u have another song, oh dear radio in Jakarta?? Okay, actually there’s no correlation between the words I wrote above and my thoughts for this post. Haha..

Well, I have lot of friends that really concern about my love life, I mean they always try to introduce me to some new random guys. It’s not only one guy, but two, three, four, five. Pleaseeee, I’m not that desperate. Haha. But still, got no one that can amaze me, or not yet.

It’s hard to say, but I couldn’t save my last relationship. I mean, I tried so hard to do it, but it happened vice versa. There’s no thing such a ‘one man show’ in a relationship, it’s a two way thing, two people, two habits, two differences.

I felt kinda sad at first, but maybe it’s the best. Finally, I realized that I actually just waited for his confession this whole time. All my galau things, it disappeared once I met him, heard the explanation, and received an apology.. I felt relieve that everything was finally clear. I accepted it gratefully. I really should be back to my standard.. haha.

Back again, I never thought it as my priority, I don’t know why people really make a fuss about it. :| Sometimes I question myself, did I do normal? Why I had no intention for stuff like that, for now. I believe it will not end here, He provides the best for me. Maybe I just need a lil sign and faith. :))

Good night, beautiful world.