BC* Days

I love taking part in a big event :) So for about 5 months in BCA, I already took part in 2 events.. haha.. Free dinner and fun ambience!

The first one was for BDP’s graduation ceremony, it was held to celebrate the graduation of BDP 1 until 8. Actually they already finished the first year long time ago, don’t know why it took so long to celebrate it. And the next graduation will be held in the next two years!! Which is gonna be my graduation too.. Hahaha..

So I was dancing with some friends from my class, Kalimantan Dance called Giring2, also Papua Dance. and another dance for closing part. Hahaha.. I was quite nervous at the opening dance, because the only audiences were the board of director and another important guests.

The next event was a national seminar about Indonesian economy. Well, I was just being an user for the guest, registering them to the list. It was pretty busy and too crowded to be handled. The layout was very disorganized. Hufh.. I believe the guests were also unsatisfied. But I guess the event itself went pretty well, the sources were good, they gave great informations about economical class in Indonesia. I didn’t really hear the presentation lah. I was busy camwhoring all the time, lol.

Cant wait for the upcoming event!! Wish I can take another role there! haha..

 

xoxo, S

New Office!

Hey hey readers, glad to be back! It’s been really long and I didn’t have enough time to blog, yet I didn’t have any interesting topics also.. haha..

Anyway, I just want to share a lil news, I already passed my first elimination round and moving to the second one. Which is on the job training at one of the branch for the next 4 months, as an Account Officer. And once again, I feel really blessed because I got into Wisma Asia branch, which is really closed to my boarding house. So I didn’t have to move. Actually it’s still the same building as when I got trained in class. Hehe.. also I’m accompanied by one friend. Big thanks to God ;)

My on the job training was started on 10th November!! I went to the operational division first, before went into the credit. Well, I just wish that I can blend in easily, and everything goes well with my job, I work with passion and enthusiasm, get lots of memo and customer. Haha!

Now here it is, short look of my office! Temporarily :p

-The building-

- The AO’s room-

-My cubical-

See?! My desk is still so empty, and I’m really excited to decorate it! Haha,, It’s even only a temporary desk for me, lol. I feel like I wanna buy this or that for my desk. The stationery, mirror, pens, I don’t know. I’m really2 excited! :D

Well, I think that’s it. I’ll update the pic once I decorate my desk! Ps : I already bought the Starbucks tumbler! Yeay! Pps : I already bought a netbook for myself, and I get my modem works really well, so I can do skype-ing with my man now :)

xoxo, S

Grace. Grateful. I'm (not) Single anymore :))

Hello readers!! It's been a long!! I'm enjoying my time in Jakarta so far.. How's life everyone?! Hope you all happy and free from suffering :)
Me? Still busy with those tests and classes, also I have English class everyday and it starts on 7 am. Kill meeeee!! You know it's very hard for me to wake up early, and I almost come late everyday.. Hehe.. My class is almost over! I'll go to the branch on mid of November. Wish me luck!! :)
Here we go, a lil interesting summary in my life last couple months, I finished my duty officer (DO) with a presentation, and I got a pretty good grade, best in class. Thanks to my partner, Ivan, for his creativity on making those slides and also for his 'ojek' service during my DO time, and for being cooperative with me lah!! Haha.. Though actually DO was worse than jungle, for me. It's kinda boring when you have nothing to do there, standing and walking around and you can't sit either! But the worst part was my high heels. It was bloody hurting and tiring!! Urggghhh!! You start wearing it on 8am and take it off on 3pm. With one hour rest time. But still not enough. Would be very great if we could just wear flat shoes. Once in a life time though, thank You Jesus.
Sad thing happened in early October, one of my classmate must left the program, he didn't pass the grade's minimum limit, and we were crying at that day!! :'( it was the first elimination round and we already had the feeling about him, we thought that TC would be a lil nice to him and saved him, turned out it all wrong. Well, just praying the best for his life forward.. You are a wise person bang, believe in Jesus and you know you'll get the best just in time. Good luck!!
Now what, my bad habit!! Couldn't save my money till now! This is newly work syndrome! I didn't intend to spend all my money, BUT it was always empty at the end of the month! Geez!! I always bought something new once in a week, either clothes, shoes, watch. LOL. Seriously, I need to stop this. Haha. and I just bought around plane ticket from Jakarta to Jogja for this Christmas and it cost me a LOT!! -______-
Last but not least, the most interesting part!! I'm not single anymore! Haha! Once I changed my relationship status on facebook, people were like shocking! Since this is my first time after 3 years off of bf. My story with Olaf is pretty interesting yet sometimes it's still unbelievable.. How can we meet again after 8 years separated n lose contact to one another? Was it God's will? Don't know, but I believe this one's for the best. I've had his fb account for quite long but we just wrote on each other's wall once or twice.. I forgot how, but suddenly I found his ‎​bbm in my junior high school group and added him to my contact, and that's it, no bbm at all. and how did we start everything? It was on Lebaran when I was in Bandung, I didn't know why but I sent him bbm, a cliche one I think, asked him about the route to some places. Lol. But he was really helpful at that time! Haha.. Then when I was in Jakarta, particularly when having a high tea in Kempinski, I asked him to meet up. and so on and so on.. and it all just happening! Real fast! :p
Remember that I ever wrote that I feel like no guy can amaze me, then I'm amazed by him, by his knowledge and his character. Our weekly meeting were more like 2 old friends meet each other and asking story about each other, than a couple trying to flirt each other. I feel like every meeting turned so fast, we haven't finished our conversation yet but then we had to go home :( and I always hoped that he asked me out again. Hehe.. Then I felt different, and I was in sort of dilemma. I was super curious at that time, did he feel the same way or at least did he attracted to me either? Bcos sometimes he could be so flatttt.. and without any signs, the answer came from his mouth. and again, part 2 of dilemma.. I was unstable, I was happy bcos I finally knew the answer but also afraid bcos it was too fast to make a commitment with him. and... He would leave me to Russia real soon! Sooo.. Sooo.. I was doubtful when I took the decision.
But then.. Yeah, despite my babbling above, you guys knew the end already right? I said yes, and I'm officially in a relationship right now. Well, courtship soon :) and I miss him everyday and love him more and more :)) (pardon my disgusting words, it's a newly couple syndrome, LOL).
Guess that's it! I have exam tomorrow! Haha! Ciao!!

Xoxo, S

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Woman's Prayer

Taken from somewhere :)
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My Hello Goodbye

Gue baru aja kelar baca Hello Goodbye nya Fitrop, dan menurut gue critanya oke juga, krn gaya si fitrop bener2 kyk lg nulis diary gt, jadi bacanya jg enjoy. Gw udah kyk orang kepo gitu yg terus penasaran sm kelanjutan critanya. Sayang akhirnya gak happy. Yg jelas gw ga nyangka si fitrop bisa punya kisah kyk gitu, mungkin kisahnya biasa sih, tp gue suka aja cara pandang si fitrop terhadap hubungannya waktu itu. Yes you have to move on and chase your dream.
Trus tiba2 gw mengingat-ingat past relationship gw sendiri. Have I ever felt that kind of el-oh-vi-ee that she describes on the book? I guess I have. Once. a love that makes you wanna do anything to him, you have butterflies inside your stomach, you can easily cry because of him, and of course you can't be separated with him. Oh wait, I'm afraid it was also lust. Ha! :P But I did feel it though it was ended too just like fitrop.
I don't usually remember or count my relationship too. Jujur aja gw bukan tipe pengingat sesuatu, yg curcol sm gw aja bisa gampang gw lupain topiknya. Tapi kayaknya seru jg nih bongkar2 crita lalu. Haha.. Pertama pacaran ato monyet2an sm cowok itu kelas 6SD. OkE, sebenErnya gw lupa jg sampe pacaran kah kita ketika itu, yg jelas sih gw dijodoh2in sm dia. Trs yg gw inget gw putus trs gw sok chEesy suka ngirimin lirik lagu M2M ke dia. Wkwkwk.. Setelah putus gw jd kyk musuhan sm dia, dan diem2an sampe smp. N then gw udah jarang bgt deh kEtEmu dia. Next, pacar pErtama di SMP adl bintang basket, bad boy plus playboy cap kadal gitu deh. Jadian krn maen tembak2an dan cuma seminggu kalo ga salah. Yg plg gw inget sih gw kalo pacaran nyumpetnya di aula, duduk di box buat lompat jauh sambil pegangan tangan. Wkwkwk.. Yg gw inget selanjutnya cowo gw jaman kelas 2, cowo yg tiap hari ketemu di sekolah trs tiap hari telpon2an sampe tidur. Ibarat tiap hari ngobrol dan cuma diselingin makan, mandi sama tidur. I know he was really care about me but then I made him a lil bit disappointed :( kalo ga salah sempet putus nyambung juga). Haha :D abis itu banyak monyet2 semasa smp, ada yg cuma itungan hari, minggu, bulan, haha.. Yg cukup diingat slanjutnya adl pacar yg awalnya temen dkt gw. Well, I rEally enjoyEd our short relationship though, I felt very comfortable with him actually, tapi gara2 msk sma yg beda, lama2 gw jd bosen dan putus lah kita. But I have my own song with him, My Boo! Hahaha.. The lyrics speak it all :))
Oke, di sma gw sedikit jd ga gaul sm cowo (berhubung sma gw cewe smua yee) so cowo pun bisa dibilang ga punya. Paling sedikit fling sm 1 atau 2 orang aja. Untung gw masih doyan cowok! Haha.. Next di jaman awal kuliah, gw ada naksir sm kakak angkatan gw which was my asdos, dan dia pun sebenernya 'kayak' ngasih sinyal, tp setelah banyak pertimbangan akhirnya ga jadi deh.. Dan gw lupa gara2 apa, yg gw inget kita sempet jalan ber2 gitu deh.. Dmn y dia skrg?? Gw jg sempEt punya cowo yg super duper over-reacted dan protektif, suka ngElarang dan ga beralasan, tp di sisi lain dia tu pilar2 Ekonomi gw jg (my bad), so it's kinda hard to let him go. Tapi lama2 gw ngerasa gila jg, luar biasa terkekang dan yg jelas jd sering bohong demi menghindari pertengkaran. and it's just so wrong, so broke up was the only way. and I felt completely happy after that. Ceilee!! x)
Let's see, now this is it, the one who I think I was madly in love with. Waktu itu kita ldr-an, tapi hampir tiap minggu dia dateng sih. anyway, all I could think is him, like I could skip my class only to meet him, brokE my mom's heart just to be with him. and so did hE, I know exactly how much his sacrifices for me and also I was introduced to his family already. So yeah, for us at that time love was always in the air. WE were trully madly deeply in love. Untilllll.... Mungkin ini bukan yg dipikirin anak umur 19 taun sih, sebagai anak yg baru kuliah pasti saat itu moto hidup gw adl go with the flow dan yg jelas target utama gw adl lulus kuliah as soon as possiblE. Blom kepikiran mau jd apa abis itu. Tapi entah kEnapa waktu itu gw jd mikir about us in thE next 5 years maybe. How I will work dan jadi wanita karir, sementara dia bakalan bErkutat dgn hal yg sama (hobbynya) dan gitu2 aja. Suddenly I felt this isn't what I wanted, I felt moving forward, while hE stuckEd, I was afraid he couldn't chasE me. Just like fitrop too, I knew exactly his drEam, but it's gonna be so hard when you had no targEt or goals or timE limit to get thEre. So the love was gone, evaporated.. It just wasn't suitablE anymorE, at least for mE. and it was supEr hard to be separated. But I think I took the right dEcision. Now I SEe him still in thE same place as I was lEaving him. Wish the best for him though..
ahakk.. So whEn they ask me what kind of man I'd like to have, again I'll say the godly man who's financially and mentally stable :) Gila ya crita cowo mah emang ga pernah ada abisnya. Haha.. Okey now, I'm not lookin for a bf, but a futurE hubby! Lol..
Hello hello courtship!! :))

Xoxo, S
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