Life Lesson

Hari ini kau mengeluh bahwa makananmu kurang enak

Seorang anak memandang orang yang lalu lalang. Berharap ada yang mau disemir sepatunya. Demi beberapa suap nasi

Hari ini kau mengeluh. Di balik kenyamanan mobil, alunan musik dan dinginnya AC. Bahwa kemacetan lalu lintas seakan membuatmu gila

Orang-orang berlarian mengejar buskota. Berdesak-desakan, peluh mengalir dan kepengapan. Pengamen silih berganti mencoba mencari rejeki

Hari ini kau mengeluh. Bahwa rumahmu terlalu kecil dan jauh

Seorang gelandangan menggelar koran yang lusuh. Lalu merebahkan dirinya yang lelah. Beratapkan langit dengan sejuta bintang. Berharap hujan tak singgah malam ini

Tidakkah kau lelah mengeluh?
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Today, you're complaining that your food isn't good enough.

A child stares at people, wishing that someone will stop to get a shoes polish. For a bite of rice.

Today, you're complaining, inside your comfortable car, music, and AC, that the traffic jams make you almost crazy.

People run chasing a bus. Jostling, sweats flowing, fug. Street singers try finding a fortune.

Today you're complaining, that your house is too small and too far.

A homeless people puts a tattered newspaper, and lays his tired self down. With a roof of sky and stars. Hoping the rain doesn't come.

Don't you tired of complaining??
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Sent from my AXIS Worry Free BlackBerry® smartphone

 

xoxo,

Walking Zombie

For the first time in my life, i feel like these couple days and weeks are the most unproductive time of my life. I mean, i have nothing to do.. Really NOTHING. I have this bad insomnia, which means i cant sleep every single night before 4 am. I usually sleep around 4-5 am. The worst just happened last night, i was trying to sleep at 2 am, but i ended up around 5.30. Until the sky turned into blue again. What the hell is wrong with my sleeping time?! :(

After that i usually wake up in the afternoon, around 2-3 pm. Yeah, i’m turning day into night and night to day. And i know how bad it is. It’s not good for beauty and also health. But i dont know how to make myself sleep earlier. I guess i’ll take medicine tonight. We’ll see if it works. Back to topic, and after i wake up, usually i get into my laptop and connect to the internet. Watching TV series. I even re-watched Glee season 1 yesterday. I need to rent some dvds. I need my brain to work.  And so on and so on. That’s it! See how unproductive am i?!

Thanks to the TV series so i still have something to watch. Though my internet connection walks like a turtle, totally slow. Hufhh.. The fall in USA brought many series to a new season. I’m happy!! New season of Gossip Girl, Glee, The Vampire Diaries, Life Unexpected, and The Mentalist. Awesome! :D

Anyway, should i find a part time job, while waiting for the real one? I’m really desperate and need a job!! I cant live my life like this, nothing to do everyday. Haiyahh, waste of time.. Well sorry for this unimportant post. Hahaha..

xoxo,

Kebaya

I was really having troubles on choosing kebaya for my graduation ceremonial.. I mean it's just once in my life time, and I've never worn any kebaya before, so I want everything to be perfect at the D-day. Basically I want a modern kebaya, you know the sexy one, like something u'll wear in a wedding ceremony. Like the Miss Universe kebaya or kebaya from Anna Avantie. You know what's my point right, I want something different. But this time, I couldn't find any!

I went to Christine Salon and found a white old kebaya. I didn't really like it, I just thought that it's the best they got that fitted me well. IDR 150K. So I moved on to another salon, Kamaratih. I found that black kebaya, quite good. But too bad it's black. It wouldn't fit the day because it's gonna be really hot tomorrow. IDR 100K. Then I went to a small designer house near my home, they actually sell kebaya, but also rent it. I found a pretty red kebaya, but the size was too small for me, and also the rent cost IDR 200K. I also went to another salons, ended up at Curly. I actually had a very good choice there, the color is blue and it's very pretty, but it's just too expensive. IDR 500K. What the hell.. Beside, my friend had ever worn it at her graduation last July. Hell no I will take photos with the same clothes as someone who knows me.

Well, till yesterday I finally decided to choose one. This kebaya is a lil bit different, because it has a colar, a blazer colar. And I think it's pretty unique. It's like having 2 part of colors, the upper one is light green, and the below part is dark green. I actually chose to have the tosca bustier, but it didn't fit me very well. Meant, I'm too fat to use it. Damn! And the light green either!! So the owner gave me the dark green bustier. The kebaya has flower details and also blinks everywhere, but not too over. It's just perfect. And also she promised to making me a new jarik, the white one with narrow end. I don't like the jarik that has a wide end, u know like a fish. It will make me look bigger. Haha.. But still confused on deciding what color will I use for the jarik, white or darker one. I think the white one. Anyway, I found this kebaya at a salon near my house. It's not a big or wellknown salon, and this kebaya is the owner's. That's why it's different, one and only. And the best part is the very cheap rent, only IDR 40K :D eurika!!

Here is some kebaya I tried :)

xoxo,

Photoshoot for Kofenoir

So today i was doing some photoshoots for my friend, who’s helping her friend whom is also my friend.. Hahaha.. So the point is i helped these two of my friends,. The one is from advertising, she does the photo. And the other is the cafe owner.

The cafe name is Kofenoir, placed in Jalan Kaliurang Yogyakarta. It has great menus and coffee, the owner took a hospitality study in Genting. The coffee taste real, says my friend. The chocolate is also good. Pancake is one of my favorite actually. The chocolate is really delicious! ;)

It has a great atmosphere actually, silent and chill. With touch of jazz music. But maybe because of the far away place (from my home specially), not so many people know this cafe. So it’s really great idea to promoting this cafe.

The photoshoot is for promoting her cafe, the concept is that Kofenoir is a cozy place where you can hangout with friends, share the happiness, or maybe sadness too. Great place for lover too.. What we did is really kinda advertising shoots.

Here is some behind the scenes shoot. Will post the real advertising shoots after it’s done with the editing process.

 

xoxo,

The Way I Loved You (cover by me)

My favorite song right now!! :) Check the cover by Julia Sheer and Tyler Ward too! It’s awesome.. Have  no webcam so i put an amazing sand video here. Enjoy!!

Here is my youtube link : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KeENoRbrPu8

 

xoxo,